Yes. We're still together now.
But just like every other stories that you've heard before, even a happy story gets ugly sometimes. Just like Cinderella being mistreated by her step mom and her step sisters before she meet her Prince Charming and live happily ever after. Just like Juliet have to feel the pain of losing love of her live thinking she wouldn't be able to see him again before they died together. Just like Rose DeWitt have to see Jack Dawson giving up his life for her so she could make it alive.
Yes, this is the part when everything gets ugly.
I mean like, really ugly.
Its not like I never expect it I know that this time like this could happen any day in our relationship. But what I never expect is how ugly it would be.
Everyday is a struggle for us. Everything seems hard and impossible to reach.
The sweet talks turning into argues
The warm cuddles turning into fights.
The love songs turning into slamming doors.
The wet kiss turning into silences.
The last 20 months was definitely not easy for us.
Its never been easy for us.
I dont know what happened or where did we go wrong, but one thing I know for sure, no matter how ugly the situation is going to be,
I will never be ready to lose him.
Never.